Lots of Addictions

Facing a scary fact today. Since we got raped by the three psycho pedophiles, this is the first time I've had more than six months without a dissociative relapse.

We've seen and had lots of terrifying stuff happen to us. But we're not permanently damaged. You do the best you can to not put yourself in a dangerous position where you might hurt yourself or somebody else.

You have to do the responsible thing.

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