Constantly run down and lots of trauma pain. But you fight back and do your best to not black out or fall apart. Do what you can to try and make things better. Protect yourself.
A long day of fighting symptoms and to not relapse. Stimulant cravings never seem to go away. If you relapse, you system turns severely acidic and it's really hard not to dissociate. Pay attention to small things in how you feel. One minute you feel relatively grounded. Then sadness, despair and fighting to not black out. But you do your best to try and cope. Stay safe.
Back for another doctor's appointment. The good news? All the tests are negative. But next week time for another blood test. You can't singlehandedly save the world. But do the best you can. Protect yourself.
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