ptsdwellbeing

Really tired after a long day with almost no sleep. Stay well and protect yourself.

How's your part of the world? Sorry to be gone for so long. It wasn't on purpose. Instead, it's been a real struggle to not relapse. It feels like the longer you go without a relapse, the more paralyzed emotionally you feel. You never get enough sleep. You don't want to relapse on stimulants. Also, you have no control over others who say and do horrible things. You have to fight back. You don't have a choice. It's not your fault. Why do others who say they love and support you abandon you? Maybe you'll never get the answer to that. Protect yourself.